Personal diary of Heinrich [Yehoshua] Berger, a member of the Blau-Weiss youth movement, in Vienna and in the Atlit detention camp in Eretz Israel, March 1936-May 1940 The diary is composed of two parts: 1. Trips with friends and memories of the urban training period in the "Viennese Kibbutz" (Wiener Stadtkibbuz), March 1936-19 July 1939; 2. Diary of the journey on the illegal immigrant ship, "Hilda" for 106 days, 16 October 1939-29 January 1940, detention in the Atlit camp for 117 days until the day they were released, 23 May 1940; - Cry of despair for help for "Our Brethren in Eretz Israel" for people to work towards the release of those imprisoned in the Atlit camp after being moved from place to place and the suffering that has gone on for 230 days at sea and on land.